I won't kiss you, because the hardest part of this is leaving you

Hi I'm suicidal, again.

It feels like I'm running out of reasons to stay

Everything that is keeping me here would be somewhat happier if I was gone

Jazz wouldn't have to deal with me getting sad

Mia wouldn't miss me

Alice could just focus on her other friends

Jam wouldn't have to talk to me in the hall

Lucy wouldn't have to pretend to like me
Chloe wouldn't have to worry about me
Chloe wouldn't be cutting
Chloe would be living a happy life
e v e r y o n e would be better of in some way without me

I guess thats what hurts the most

Not that I'm fat

ugly

stupid

worthless

and attention seeker

suicidal

fat

fat

fat

FAT

but that everyone would be happier if i was dead

gone

buried

everyone wants me dead

but thats cool because

i do too