I'm too lazy to put song lyrics between the paragraphs today. Not long ago I realise that I don't have a friend who isn't depressed. Honestly, I don't mind it but when you just need someone to cheer you up its hard because chances are everyone else is sad. tbh I just want to make them happy, if I could take away all the sadness and self hatred out of there lives and put it all on me, i would do it. They all deserve to be happy, I don't. I deserve everything i've got.[jazz, alice, mia, mia, jai, chelsea, chardae, starla, and anyone elsew who i may have forgotten who is sad ever]
Recovery is a thing I'm trying again. I failed last time, I probably will this time too. I don't want to write too much about it bc if i think about it too much i will change my mind again. I have thrown away my blades and i'm trying to eat properly and not purge it. honestly, there is no point in recover if im not even ill but yahknow.
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