How did this even happen?

Ok, now I'm petrified that you did see it. I deleted it because I for scared. I got scared of you knowing how I feel and everything changing. It becoming awkward. I mean, that could of been about anyone. Yet I can't stop thinking that it might I been about me&that now you know. You would of known it was about you. If it was about me, just tweet me saying like, monkey or some sort of animal idek. AHH PANICKING. Ugh, so confused about myself it's horrible. It's been all I can think about. Yet I still have no clue.