I know sorry doesn't mean much but, sorry.

I'm actually so sorry. That what I wanted to say when i came up to you earlier but I didn;t have the guts. I miss you so much Mia, nothing is the same without you. I regret everything I have done. I know you don't like me and I don't expect you to read this and suddenly like me again I just want you to now that I'm so sorry. You meant to so much to me. The last like 4 months you have been one of the only things keeping me going. I wish I could of said this to your face but I was scared you would just turn me down and walk away and I would've felt like a twat. Anyway, I'm sorry and I love you. I just hope at some point, you would be willing to be my friend again...<3