I'm in so much pain. But it feels like no-one even cares...

Despite my last post I feel so alone. I feel like there is no-one that cares about me.
I'm fed up of all this pain and bleeding. I wish I could say it was a mistake but it wasn't. I could say I want to stop bt I know that if I do it will just make it worse. I will have no way of coping and then this would just happen again. This is the worst i've ever done it. It hurts so much. But I don't even care.

You used to be the one person I could talk to about all of this, and now you won't even reply? I need you Chloe. I need yo more than I have ever needed you right now. I'm begging you, just talk to me. I miss you so much and I hope you're okay.