Its all gone. Now its my turn to go.

You know when you just get to the point where you have nothing left to live for? Yeah. I have lost everyone in one day. Aren't I smart? I can't help but feel like I should just end it all now. Like there is no point anymore. I mean, who have I got left to hurt? This tim eI won't tell anyone. It will stay my secret. This time, I fucking hope it works.